another working day...

ok..thsi is from monday till sat ....

work n work... under hot sun under hot sun...

now the project is nearly end...so almost everyday also got OT....until nearly 12am....
swt...wat a tired process......

so when working, i have tried some new gadget to play...like MONKEY JUMP, diamond cuter, haha...very fun tho...

diamond cuter, use to cut the road before excavation, so that the CARI MAKAN can excavate mroe easy n folow wat we cut


MONKEY JUMP sent by BECA, haha....nice leh

OLD MJ that rosak, now in KILANG d.

take pic during the hot hot sun with sunny

i become NEH NEH d

SWT....after working ...i become so dam dark.....how ah.. like a indian, or indo worker d.....swt.....

working......

hacking kena PBA pipe......cham

start working d....for my industry training in penang...... here have some pic in my site....doing ROAD WORK at esplanet penang.





breaking the road....

going bek home.......

still have 19 hours.....i will take flight bek home.......yes baby...haha

lets count down....

haha..

but need to at singapore airport wait for 2 n half hour...DAM.....

but can bek oredi dam happy d
hehe

Funny result....

As usual, i play yahoo sport basketball game....then after today match, i saw....

7 - 0

ooo...then when i open the match result...then....






wat the funny result, i din score anything but because i got a player up there...so count as i win at the categories...hahahha...

i m freeman d....

finally all my thing for this sem done.....

i pass up my thesis that oredi done for 1 year,

i finish my exam...

i finish my presentation by this morning...hehe...dam good... that cause me last9 just sleep for 2 n half hours.... 3.30am sleep, 6am wakeup.....dam..... wat a life...haha

so now i just left 2 days to go uni be audience to watch my fellow mates finish their presentation...hahaha...dam nice....

yahoo...., i m freeman....haha

study week?

哎哑
考试又到了
书还没读，PRESENTATION 还没做，
怎么办？ 怎么办？

天天在发呆，
看着电脑，幻想着美女，
STOP！！！！
书还是要读，工还是要找，

哎哑。。。
怎么办？ 怎么办？
慢慢来？？
天亮要去拿THESIS，然后交上去。
所有动西要开始了

读书， 读书，
POWER POINT，

HAI ！！！
还有时间。。。
HEHE

两只猪

从前，有两只猪，一公一母。晚上公猪总是给母猪放哨，他生怕主人乘他们熟睡之时把母猪拉出去宰了。日子一天一天过去，母猪日渐长胖，而公猪则一天天瘦下去

有一天，公猪突然听见主人在跟屠夫商量，要把长势见好的母猪杀了给卖掉。公猪伤心至极，于是从那天开始公猪性情大变，每当主人送来吃的公猪总抢上去把东西吃的一干二净，每天吃好后躺下便睡，并且告诉母猪现在换她来放哨，如果他发现她没在放哨便再也不理她

渐渐日子一天天过去，母猪觉的公猪越来越不在乎她，母猪失望了，而公猪还是若无其事的过着安乐日子。很快，一个月过去了，主人带着屠夫来到猪圈，他发现一 个月前肥肥壮壮的母猪没剩多少肉，而公猪则长的油光，这时的公猪拼命奔跑，想引起主人的注意，表明他是一头健康的猪。终于，屠夫把公猪牵走了

在拖出猪圈的那一刻，公猪朝母猪笑了笑说：‘以后别吃那么多’。母猪伤心欲绝，拼命的冲出去，但是圈门已经被主人关上了……

搁着栅栏，母猪看着闪着泪光的公猪，那晚，母猪望着主人一家开心的吃着猪肉，母猪伤心的躺在公猪以前睡着的地方，突然发现墙上有行字：‘如果爱无 法用言语来表达，我愿意用生命来证明！’母猪看到这行字肝肠寸断，人类听到这个凄美的故事也无不为之动容。后来，女孩子们为了纪念这段爱情，开始流行减 肥……

爱情10大经典句子, popular word for love?,....

1) I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

2) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.
没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.
失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。

4) Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。

6) Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.
不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

7) Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.
爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

8) Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。

10) Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。

爱......just see from some post....

i saw it in some post...uhm....quite meaningful , but...mayb yes, mayb no.... just share wit u guys lo..hehe 如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她,如果你爱的人放弃了,请放开自已,好让自已有机会爱别人.有的东西你再喜欢 也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留念也注定要放弃的,人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱成为一种伤害.有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的, 爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人就一定要好好的爱他. 男人哭了,是因为他真的爱了,女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了. 如果真诚是一种伤害,我选择谎言;如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默;如果沉默是一种伤害,我选择离开. 如果失去是苦,你怕不怕付出 如果迷乱是苦 你会不会选择结束 如果追求是苦 你会不会选择执迷不悟 如果分离是苦 你要向谁倾诉好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦,然而我已找不到来时的路. 有一种爱,明明是深爱,却说不出来有一种爱,明明想放弃,却无法放弃有一种爱,明知是煎熬，却又躲不开有一种爱，明知无前路心却早已收不回来． 　　为什么我们总不懂得珍惜眼前人，在未可预知的重逢里，我们以为总会重逢，总会有缘再会，总以为有机会说声对不起，却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都有可能是诀别． 一声叹息，都有可能是人世间的最后一声叹息． 　　也许爱情只是因为寂寞，需要找一个人来爱，即使没有任何结局． 　　伤口是别人给予的耻辱，自已坚持的幻觉． 　　很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已，遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念． 　　我不知道一个人的一生可以有多少个十年可以给另一个人． 　　爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情．每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人．不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘让我们坚强． 　　人这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的．是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受．重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的．人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点，因为微笑，我才了解爱． 　　身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，希望你快乐．你说：不如送我一双雨鞋，不如，你送我一场春雨，那么即使我流泪，在雨中，也不容易被你看到． 　　世事其实都是在它适当的降临，只是我们没有适当的心情去迎接它． 　　因为爱他，所以离开他．我喜欢这句话．有些感情直接和残酷，容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖． 带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，纯粹的东西死的太快了． 感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独． 世界消失了， 我会在天堂爱你. 如果你走了， 我会在泪水中爱你. 如果我走了，我会在远方爱你。 喜欢是淡淡的爱,而爱是深深的喜欢。

update la...since quite long d...haha

ok....almost a week d since last update...haha...
last week...whole week rushing for assignment??? yeah...abit la....
then in friday night.....went to chester house drinking...den go play for pool lo....night time lo..
went to sunnybank to play lo...wit chester housemate jerry...but i always lose...haha....jsut learning to play....





Saturday went to buy grocery with housemate lo....bought quite alot....hehe...then i bought 2 bottle of wine....cost me 50 for 2 bottle tho...haah...oredi finish 1 botle d.....haha... very smooth, 2 bottle also from SA, one is JACOB'S Creek, a reserve cabernet sauvignon 2005. another bottle is Taylors, haraman cabernet sauvignon 2005..hehe..d

Sunday, i went to eric house to start my another assignment tat due next monday...haha....at there HANG OUT for nearly 3 hours, but i just done LIL BIT..haha....but atlease noe how to do lo...haha

DAM.....the weather is so dam hot.......

wah....today the weather is so dam hot..even the wind also is HOT...... now just spring nia...but oredi so dam hot d....how ah how ah?????

i wan air corn plss.....but this dream cant come true.....

today went class..... hot hot hot.. the wind hit me....but is hot wind....until i swting .....

reach class....classroom eh aircorn sot sot 1..... so hot hot hot hot....

how can i survive in summer wor...... need everyday day shower for few time d....to lower down my body temp...haha.....

i wan cold cold weather la...

plss....

hehe

Mei Zhi n her fren from newcastle, AUS

wooo.. thursay, Mei Zhi and her fren from newcastle australia had come to brisbane for travel, they stay in kevin house, one of their fren tat study in UQ. they reach here brisbane at 7.15am then kevin fetch them from central,

So as 1st comer,after having brunch at windergardens hanaichi, i bring them to valley to see our brisbane small lil china town that totaly nth there, haha. after that went to city lo... visit casino, queens street, city cat, QUT, good will bridge, south bank, then we having diner at west end ozuri restaurant.

2nd day, we went to sunny bank eat dim sum, yum cha. after that have dessert at sunny bank, then we went to museum and art gallery, after tat they went to UQ for visiting, while i bek home rest..haha..( tired ma). Diner at vinenanese restuarant at south bank, then we went to south bank night market, they 1st time eat churros lo...haha.. after that wheels of brisbane, 15 dolar perperson. take city cat to riverside, we plan to go jade buddha, but... one of us forget to bring passport, so have a walk to queens street then bek home lo...

Saturday, sent them to train station as they going to gold coast...hehe

Ong sook hua, and mei zhi in the wheels of brisbane,

Ju lian xiang in south bank


Joe-lene in south bank playing HP??

Sandra,

Mei zhi,

女生的愿望 ?? true ornot...got which guy can do it?

她说：我需要这样一个男人

　　* 有点害羞，但曾在分别的街头，大声说我爱你。

　　* 同我去庙里求籤，轻轻捉住我的手一同跪下。

　　* 言而有信。

　　* 从来不迟到--我迟到他不生气。

　　* 拥抱很久、很紧--每次我起身时几乎是需要慢慢推开他。

　　* 睡得比我迟一点，醒来早一点。

　　* 朦胧醒来轻唿我的名字--没有唿错。

　　* 记得我的日期、鞋号、密码、最怕的事。

　　* 我很怕虫子，见到虫子大声尖叫他不会笑我。

　　* 雨后的早晨我去花园，用小树枝爬到路上来的蚯蚓送还草地--他在一边帮我。

　　* 笑起来很像个坏蛋--其实不是。

　　* 不舒服时，请假带我去看医生，回来路上买冰淇淋做奖励。

　　* 开车绝不喝酒，让我繫上安全带。

　　* 帮我做家务，每天。边做边聊天。

　　* 常常帮助别人，不为什么。

　　* 答应我：永远不。然后永远不。

　　* 一边吹口哨一边修马桶。

　　* 说：希望你是我的女儿。

　　* 白煮蛋的黄可以给他吃。

　　* 雨天散步，背我过积水，说：你还可以再胖一些啊。

　　* 吵嘴时不会一走了之。

　　* 错了会认错。

　　* 我说笑话他笑。

* 逛街时我看中同一款式三种颜色的裙子，他说：都试一遍好了。

　　* 试鞋时，他把我的卡通袜叠叠塞进上衣口袋。

　　* 常常说，有我呢。

　　* 事情过了才告诉我，轻描淡写。

　　* 指甲整齐干净，喜欢我替他剪指甲。

　　* 我做的菜他每样都爱吃，要求明天再做。

　　* 小孩子都喜欢他，常常在楼下玩一裤子泥回来。

　　* 轻轻拧开我拧不开的汽水瓶。

　　* 忙时给我订机票，让我带父母一起出去玩。

　　* 告诉我--24小时随时打电话。

　　* 告诉我--不要省钱。

　　* 去义务献血，回来笑嘻嘻掏出一块「福利饼干」给我尝。

　　* 偷偷买一件两人合穿的雨衣放在车上。

　　* 我喜欢赤脚，他在副驾驶位脚下铺一小块羊绒毯。

　　* 留言时画一个小老虎头当签名。

　　* 偶尔叫我妈妈。

　　* 说谎时结巴。

　　* 与人争论听上去像是解释。

　　* 教我滑旱冰，扶着我跑了快一千公里。

　　* 从不上网聊天。

　　* 他的秘书说帮他缝上脱落的纽扣，他说谢谢，不用。

　　* 送我的花是盆花，替我浇水。

　　* 和我下棋，允许我悔棋。

　　* 他其实很早就对他的父母说起我??

　　* 喜欢运动，带我去招待女宾俱乐部。

　　* 穿十年前的牛仔裤仍然合身。

　　* 他养了一条大狗，他的狗喜欢我。

　　* 吵嘴时我要他还我送给他的维尼熊，他坚决不还。

　　* 我不辨方向，他体内有指南针，说--跟牢我。

　　* 吃我吃剩的东西。

　　* 我失眠时他陪我聊天。

　　* 用双肘和膝部支撑体重??

　　* 她以前的女友有困难会来找他。没有困难则不会。

　　* 手上有一道伤--和几个小流氓打架时捏住对方的刀，我警告他下次不要这样了，他点头一笑不答。

　　* 比我高，我取不到的东西让他取。

　　* 重大的事情和我商量，比如明年的投资计划、週末野餐带不带烧烤架，晚饭吃大白菜还是小白菜。

　　* 站在商店的洗手间外面等我。

　　* 我感冒了，他还是会用我的杯

malaysia chinese gal bullies

IDA birthday .....

yesterday, celerating ida birthday...at Ahmet'z Turkish restaurant .....eat bread, grill meat, and see belly dancing....yoo hoo.... but the dancer is quite old..haha... here have some clips of the belly dancer....enjoy


y no pic....uhm....cos all in ida camera...will update...after get the pic..hehe..

一个女生看了会哭，男生会沉默的故事~~!

一个女生看了会哭，男生会沉默的故事~~!


有那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
　　他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.
　　男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.
　　就这样过了5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.
　　有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打扰他.
　　谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.
　　男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.
　　女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.
　　一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.
　　第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.救护车到的时候,人已经不行了.
　　女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
　　女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.车已经撞得完全不成样子.方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.
　　男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
　　当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
　　女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.
　　女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！
　　

爱上一个人的7个预兆
　　1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
　　2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
　　3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了
　　4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了
　　5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了
　　6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了........................................
　　7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人

爱不疚

爱不疚
演唱：林峰
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常徘徊左右
爱 猜到没有
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然后就放手
放手 放开所有

彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经已经足够
遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去 看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚

讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽 你手

这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全
多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手放开所有
彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有

还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手我的牵挂
找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚么都有
也许 爱很深厚

然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

Eyes open, circle of red hope begin...

14/9/08

OK....today North....but went to Australia Zoo la..that is crocodile hunter steve irvin zoo......

drive again...swt....take we about 1 hour car ride to reach destination.... entrance 41dolar for student.....

this is Australia largest zoo...but...mostly is australia animal..so dun surprise animals at here is LIMITED...mostly reptile, that is bcos b4 Steve bought it...it is a reptile zoo... here got alot of crocodile, n aligators.hehe.... here also got some show tat teach us to protect the animal... as we are wilelife warrior.... haha dunwan crap d... see some pic....

lets take pic wit irvin family 1st.....

then... i took pic wit pyton...... white pyton...is so nice.......


i like steve ..catching the crocodile......

13/9/2008

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today, saturday.. i wit fren rent a car go to south queensland for trip.... at 7am , i drive the car to fetch fren, then our 1st stop for our breakfast was....Brisbane Famous Yatala Pie, as if din had this pie b4, mean tat u din realy come to brisbane lo....haha.. the Pie is perfect... 2 thumb up... this shop located bside high way tat at yatala south.



yum yum....as i m pie lover,

after that we had been to mouth tumberine.. for jungle tracking, then at there...i meet 2 HUSKY... haha... 1 name Indiana Jones, another 1 names Princess... hha... so cute...
after tat. we went to play ZORB that 1st create in NZ... haha... it is a big big ballon, then we go into the ballon that fill wit some water.... then rolldown the hill lo.... whole body sure WET..haha



Diner time... we went to Manly Habour Village to MAKAN seafood.....
i order a plater for ONE person..but it cames out enough for 2 or 3 person...so i ate till nerly vomit..... got half dozen of oyster, 4 scalop, 9 prawns, fish, a sand crab, bay bug, a plate of fruits, a bow of greek salad and a bow of chips...... realy dam alot.....

how to finish ah????

Birthday card from malaysia sg long.......

LEBRON JAMES 23......the jersey infront of me.......just card lo.... but is make by hand....so touching... haha.... this is my birthday present from fren, n only present for me this year... make me a very confusing feeling... dono wat to do.... god...HELP ME LO. Front n bek cover is same...my lebron james jersey, inside 1st page got some comic drawing... that write...

MAKE WISH, SURPRISE, ON YOUR B'day May happiness follow you around all days....

then continue this page at the bottom...



Then...the main words.....uhm....secret...cant read it out d...haha....




Thanks alot....i like it alot alot.... favourite colour and my favourite LEBRON JAMES....thanks alot tho........

Balance sheet of life that help me out......uhm....

This is wat i read ones of my fren blog, uhm... quite meaningful, mayb this is one of the thing tat can cure my moodiness. I CAN I CAN, I CAN stand up again, I CAN face all the challege, I will not miss out myself, I CAN become myself, GOT Believing only GOT HOPE, Dreaming only will success, Imagine only will create, nth in this world appear itself. All need someone to Imagine, Dreaming and Believing.

Our Birth is our Opening Balance!
Our Death is our Closing Balance!
Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities
Our Creative Ideas are our Assets


Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account


Achievements are our Capital
Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade Friends are our General Reserves
Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brands / Patents


Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award.


Some very Good and Very bad things ....
The most destructive habit....... ......... ........Worry
The greatest Joy......... ......... ......... ...... ..... Giving
The greatest loss....... .... ....... ....... ....... Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work........ .......Helping others
The ugliest personality trait....... .......Selfishness
The most endangered species..... ....Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.... ......... ...Our youth

The greatest 'shot in the arm'........ ...Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.... ......... .....Fear
The most effective sleeping pill....... Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease..... .........Excuses

The most powerful force in life........ .......... ..Love
The most dangerous act...... ..A gossip
The world's most incredible computer.... ....The brain
The worst thing to be without..... ......... ..... Hope

The deadliest weapon...... ......... ........The tongue
The two most power-filled words....... ......... 'I Can'
The greatest asset....... .......... ......... ......Faith
The most worthless emotion.... ......... ....Self- pity

The most beautiful attire...... ......... ..........SMILE!
The most prized possession.. ......... ......Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication. .....Prayer
The most contagious spirit...... ......... ......Enthusiasm


Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends; when you stop Believing,
Love ends; when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing...!!!

Evolution or Original??

Time pass, leaf falls, season change, time cant be turning bek again. Everything cant get whatever I imagine or dreaming. Loneliness let me face a lot of thing, many thing strike me deep into the sea, my heart broke and recover for many many times, my dog was not my dog again, he cant recognize me as my Maggie is a SHE… thing change… punishment to me still coming, challenge to me still striking deep inside my heart, this is my evolution, COLD, CRUE, no any FEELING, everything going for PROFIT, dark side of me is increasing, cover up my kind and feeling tat I originally had. After graduated, I will help my dad to follow up the family business, I need to be more flexible, profit go 1st,only think for the rest????

Will I bcome tat wat I imagine, a successful business man tat dun have any feeling?? This is wat my college lec Ms.Lai worry, I think she have predict or see wat I will become. Not only Ms.Lai, also got few person predicting my future for me b4, both of them say I mostly will become successful but it need to see wat issues tat make me bcome successful, mean tat original me or evolution me. Both of it will have a lot of different for treating people and situation. One is profit, another 1 is feeling. How to going bek??? My parent worrying me turns into DARK road.

Moodiness make me suddenly change a lot n think a lot. Is there anybody that can change me bek except my mummy??? Will I bcome bad guy tat always show in TV series?? Haha…who noes. Let the time pass n see how I bome n wat I will bcome.

I just wanna noe..

Baby, talk to me
What is goin on, yeah?
'Cause lately
we aint been spending time talking.

If you're leaving me baby
I just wanna know
I just wanna know

If you're done with me baby
I just wanna know
I just wanna know

If you have something you wanna say, yeah
Please don't hold it back, babe

Last night when I call you,
You didn't wanna answer, no
Today, still no answer from you
Just said that you will explain so.

I can’t believe that you would be so cold,

I'm hoping now my eyes deceive, cos
this really can’t be what I see

I was a fool, yes a fool.

Tell me how could you gone, and…..
And give my love away,

Here you are again, give my love away, away, away……..

Lone Pine

Sunday i went to lone pine , it is a small wild life park, to see koala, kangaroo, sheep, and birds that aus have...

uhm....morning time, went to south bank to have free breakfast, haha bcos of the river festival celebration.

here are some pics that i took at there...n i found out tat i look so fat d....sad.....

wan diet d........gambateh





queensland is the only place that u can carry the koala to take pic in AUS lo......


The kangaroo and wallaby is posing to taking pic

Feeling brain for FEMALE and male..

Is there any truth to the cultural stereotype that women are more emotionally sensitive than men? Or that a man wouldn't know an emotion unless it hit him on the head??



female brain is expert at: reading faces, interpreting tone of voice, and assessing emotional nuance. their brain is a high performance emotion machine- geared to tracking, moment by moment, non-verbal signals of the innermost feelings of others. Contrast ,male brain is not as adept at reading facial expressions and emotional nuance, especially signs of despair and distress. Men will realize after they see tears.



women know things about the people around them, they feel a teenage child's distress, a husband's flickering thoughts about his career, a friend's happiness in achieving a goal or a spouse's infidelity at a guy level. When estrogen in female brain increase mean that girls feel gut sensations and physical pain more than boys do, this will punches up the brain's ability to track and feel painful emotions.




Girls are years ahead of boys in their ability to judge how they might avoid hurting someone else's feeling or how a character in a story might be feeling. This feeling might be the result of the mirror neurons firing away, allowing girls not only to observe but also to imitate or mirror the hand gestures, body postures breathing rates, gazes, and facial expressions of other people as a way of intuiting what they are feeling.





In the male brain, most emotions trigger less gut sensation and more rational thought. The typical male brain reaction to an emotion is to avoid it at all costs. To get a male brain reaction to an emotions is to avoid it at all costs. To get male brain emotional attention, women need to YELL to them, mean that need to told them really really details or show some signal to attracting them like CRY.... But most men just don't want to take the time to figure out or to interpret the emotion that show by female, and male will become impatient because it takes longer for them to figure out wat happened.

As we noe, male brain will think about sex almost every minutes, and female brain only will think about it 4 time a day.

Tears of a woman may evoke brain in pain in men, the male brain register helplessness in the face of pain and such a moment can be extremely difficult for them to tolerate. When men saw a gal cry, the guy will felt powerless to do anything about it.